Saturn's Return

 There's something mortifying about finding an old blog. They are always perpetually filled with old goals and dreams and hopes that never came to fruition. At least, that's how it is in my case. 

Saturn's Return is an astrological term for Saturn coming back to the same position it was in when you were born. With it supposedly comes maturity, wisdom, and new growth concerning life as a whole. This last year was really the death of my Saturn's Return. My 30th birthday. This spiritual growth is supposed to happen between your 27th and 29th year. But for me, that stagnation seemed to hit even harder. The Pandemic (henceforth to be known as The Pancetta) certainly hasn't helped things.

I let these dreams wither and die on the virtual floor of obscurity. It's unacceptable. But I am putting a couple of long-standing goals to bed here in the next week. I think it's time I start trying at life again. But we will be gentle this time. Kind. Forgiving. Benevolent towards the old me. I suppose I'll get more into the details later; the devil is in the details, after all. But for now, I'm putting this out to the universe and to Saturn specifically...

Let's try this whole "growing" thing again, shall we?